12/26/23

CONTAMINATED (Cover)

I finished this cover project at the beginning of 2023, but lacked the confidence to upload it. Tortured by the voice in my head (satan) relentlessly reminding me that I'll never be good enough. Always chasing perfection, yet never attaining it. Begging God for help, yet not expecting an answer. (I believed in God, but never took the time to understand who He is)

Then in February, it was almost like being slapped in the face (lovingly of course), God revealed Himself and saved me 🤯 Ultimately revealing the truth: we are all at war for our minds, constantly under attack by Satan and his demons. Presenting themselves as both physical and mental attacks on our health. Shortly after that, I could no longer ignore or avoid my physical health issues. God gifted me an opportunity, a choice: Continue living in sin, in ego, in pain, in fear OR repent and turn away from the world and my fleshly desires and turn towards Him. It's now the end of the year, I spent most of this year in isolation, face-to-face with the demons I'd been running from - physical, spiritual, and emotional. On paper, it should have been my hardest year yet - but I found that the more I turned away from the world and towards Him, the easier the struggle became and the beauty within the struggle revealed itself.

Though the war isn't over, many battles have been won - all because I chose God. The truth is, we are all in this war, we are all facing these struggles at different levels and in different environments. We all have a choice, and making the right one is the difference between living in a mental/physical prison and living in peace. God is real. Satan is real. God is incredibly generous, loving, and merciful. Satan is evil, self-serving, and jealous of God's unconditional love for you - His perfect creation, made in His image.

The choice is yours, the beauty of free will. As someone who grew up Godless, I strongly encourage you to give God a chance. Life is so much better knowing He's there with you, and He has a plan. Open your heart, let go of the reigns and watch Him work miracles in your life 🙏🏻

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